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Depressing Disappointment
Lying in the middle of this room like I do every single night fighting these nightmares that plauge my mind over and over destroying all that I was and all that I would ever become. I just think about the things that I've done and I come to regret alot of them as I suffer through the dark night. I cry to ease myself asleep so I can rest from this paint. I come to realize that no one seems to understand or helps me...I just suffer and scream and become even more depressed as it moves deeper itno my heart ingulfing it with anger...and all I can do is cry these dry tears.
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Suffering Images
Patience
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Comfortably Numb.
Mental destruction caves my heart in as well through this spiraling world I go through. All that I wanted and all that I knew isntantly came smashing to the ground right in front of my eyes ending the stability of what I had. Falling to my knees all I can do is clinch my eyes feeling the tears pour through from the cracks between my eyelids and as they pour down the red trails they create my thoughts are only for my suffering pain that takes the claim to my soul.
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Bleeding
Life as we know it comes to an end...
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Must this always destroy this life.
Nothing helps.
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Wanting so much more
But never going to get it.
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Rumbling Rocks
They crumble onto me crushing beneath the pressures that I cannot hold up on my own and all that was is destroyed in an instant in front of my eyes. |